1. I am happy when I am with my mother and two sisters having a good life.
2. We usually laugh a lot.
3. I thank God for the new adventure that we currently have.
4. I thank God for the happiness.
5. Today is the best day!

There were two things that made me really sad today but because I received so many blessings and I know that people say things because that’s just the way they are or they have some things that they protect like their own heart and peace of mind that they become very defensive or hurt people just to feel the power over others… with that which I am also guilty of I forgive them and I move on with my life.

I can’t deny on the other hand that I’m hurt because my intensions and actions are being questioned or scrutinized that I tend to prove them wrong and suffer the consequence of my words before. That’s why it is always good not to utter hurtful words because it will not do any good for someone’s heart.

I learn everyday. I will start now as a new beginning. I’m so thankful that God gave me a happy heart that forgives. It cries but it smiles.

This morning, my sister Jenny and I was able to utter “This is the Good Life!”

We woke up in a house.

We laughed our heart out as an early exercise.

We’ve eaten a bounty breakfast.

We’re overlooking a beautiful scene of Tagaytay during breakfast.

We have a good drive with great laughs together with friends.

That’s a good life!

Every second counts… am so nervous right now. I want things to be perfect. I want to make sure that it will work. I like to end the nuisance disturbance.

We have a very famous project in our office and since we’ve stayed over night over and over just to make sure we get things done… we were able to get famous lines.

Ritchie: I don’t care.

Jojo: Game… game… game…

Sorren: Kids!

Mai: Kain na kayo.

Jeff: Walang problema Sir!

Joel: Iyung ganun…

Mark: Musta sir?

Mike: Sinong tatay mo?

Charlie: Hudas!

Ruel: Sige Sir.

Ed: Pwede…

Cielo: Jojo!

Sonny: It’s like this.

Rico: Mainam.

Lastly for the famous High School Musical theme song: “We’re all in this together…” 

It’s okay to be sad sometimes.

It’s okay to cry a little bit.

It’s okay not to consider what others may think.

It’s okay to make mistakes.

It’s okay to live.

It’s okay to be scared.

It’s okay to be in love.

It’s okay to sing.

It’s okay to be crazy.

It’s okay to be foolish every once in a while.

It’s okay to fight.

It’s okay to say sorry.

It’s such a crazy June. I am finally 27 but shocks I am still childish in some manners. I still can’t perfect work. I hope I get things done the way they should be done. I can do this. One more week and this month is finally over. I hope the stupid feeling and bad thoughts and actions be resolved… ah the imperfection of the human heart.

I don’t like unpleasant things to happen. I pray that everybody will be happy. I hope that no one will ever feel that he’s not loved. I hope everybody will be more compassionate and understanding and that grumpiness and pride are not a great foundation for living.

I wonder what the future holds. Sometimes, I felt like I lived my life with no regrets at all that I am finally at ease with the fact that I’ve got everything I needed. Now, I can tell God that His will be done. There are more things that I want to do, but I take them each day. I am in love with living and enjoying the moment. I hope everybody will have the feeling of peace and love in my heart right now.

I’m still high for watching the t.v. series “It Started With A Kiss”. The first plot for the show was when Xiang Qin was about to give her love letter to Zhi Shu, sounds familiar to me because I did it twice. I love to write so what do you expect from a crazy Sorren but to do that insane action. Although as I looked back, those two men was not really worth giving a letter because I stopped liking them. I can’t even remember the feeling anymore.

Right now, I got a big crush with someone and I am so desperate to know if there’ll be a chance that he’ll like me or if he likes me, so I am thinking of sending an email (hahahahaha technology changes everything) instead of the traditional love letter but I am still worried that after one more year I will not remember how I like him.

My sister was teasing me because on the show there were several times that the lead actress promised to stop loving Zhi Shu and so did I. I repeateadly told myself, friends, and sisters that I will stop liking him but I end up still thinking about him, missing him, and wishing one day I’ll found out why did I ever like him in the first place. Here I go again finding reasons and believe me I can think of so many justifications but one thing is sure though, I felt like it so pathetic to experience unrequited crush. I wanted to forget him really but I can’t. I want to feel normal when he’s around but deep within I still feel uneasy. Sigh… I just hope that I will keep my head high, never send a confession email, and simply make him an inspiration and not a source of heartache.

Sorren is happy again indeed and I still take into consideration about the words of my friend that I am not really happy but just hiding from my real fears. But maybe he’s not entirely right because I am really happy! It may be impossible. It may be a fake. It maybe similar to all the habit of Filipinos that they tend to take things so lightly. Or the truth that I was very fortunate that I found the moment that I can be really happy.

My sign that I’ve reached contentment is the moment that I could sincerely pray that “God, your will be done.” Because I found everything maybe not perfect but enough to give me that energy to go on with life with sincere smile in my heart and lips. I love the new quote that I’ve read, it says, “It is this: lack of faith is always accompanied with sadness, and faith is always accompanied with joy.” I feel so close to God right now, I felt so safe because I know that He’s the only one who can love the whole me and this time  I am the one who cannot love Him back; though am not giving up that I won’t disappoint Him all the time.

I hope all men will find happiness minus evil. I hope the gift of the Holy Spirit be with each and everyone, the gifts of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, generosity, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-c0ntrol.

I cannot stop thinking about what real happiness is. I even bought a book of Bo Sanchez that says “How to be Really Really Really Happy” if that doesn’t explain happiness I just don’t know what will. But what is it really?

One of the people I trust said that I am not really happy. I am showing a jolly person and yet behind those smile I don’t share my pain and worries. I keep it all within me as much as I can hold it. There is truth about me holding some worries… yes I have to work on trusting more people and believing that it’s okay that I burden them sometimes with my concerns.

Happiness… it has something to do with the state of being at peace and feeling contented. Happiness is achieving self-fulfillment and achieving success.

All I know if I’m truly happy I blog. I am happy now because I am blogging again.