Happy Sorren’s Life

I’m still high for watching the t.v. series “It Started With A Kiss”. The first plot for the show was when Xiang Qin was about to give her love letter to Zhi Shu, sounds familiar to me because I did it twice. I love to write so what do you expect from a crazy Sorren but to do that insane action. Although as I looked back, those two men was not really worth giving a letter because I stopped liking them. I can’t even remember the feeling anymore.

Right now, I got a big crush with someone and I am so desperate to know if there’ll be a chance that he’ll like me or if he likes me, so I am thinking of sending an email (hahahahaha technology changes everything) instead of the traditional love letter but I am still worried that after one more year I will not remember how I like him.

My sister was teasing me because on the show there were several times that the lead actress promised to stop loving Zhi Shu and so did I. I repeateadly told myself, friends, and sisters that I will stop liking him but I end up still thinking about him, missing him, and wishing one day I’ll found out why did I ever like him in the first place. Here I go again finding reasons and believe me I can think of so many justifications but one thing is sure though, I felt like it so pathetic to experience unrequited crush. I wanted to forget him really but I can’t. I want to feel normal when he’s around but deep within I still feel uneasy. Sigh… I just hope that I will keep my head high, never send a confession email, and simply make him an inspiration and not a source of heartache.