Sorren is happy again indeed and I still take into consideration about the words of my friend that I am not really happy but just hiding from my real fears. But maybe he’s not entirely right because I am really happy! It may be impossible. It may be a fake. It maybe similar to all the habit of Filipinos that they tend to take things so lightly. Or the truth that I was very fortunate that I found the moment that I can be really happy.
My sign that I’ve reached contentment is the moment that I could sincerely pray that “God, your will be done.” Because I found everything maybe not perfect but enough to give me that energy to go on with life with sincere smile in my heart and lips. I love the new quote that I’ve read, it says, “It is this: lack of faith is always accompanied with sadness, and faith is always accompanied with joy.” I feel so close to God right now, I felt so safe because I know that He’s the only one who can love the whole me and this time I am the one who cannot love Him back; though am not giving up that I won’t disappoint Him all the time.
I hope all men will find happiness minus evil. I hope the gift of the Holy Spirit be with each and everyone, the gifts of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, generosity, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-c0ntrol.
