Happy Sorren’s Life

I am not perfect. I do crazy things. People around me don’t know me so well but they don’t really need to know everything. I am too complicated to analyze. I don’t regret what was done but I surely don’t repeat my stupidity at most three times (^_^) yes, it only means I can repeat insane feelings twice. 

I’m so back with my happy self. It feels good to be back. It feels even better that I make other people happy. It may be raining so hard outside right now but I know that those were not tears from the angels but they were sending beautiful ballet dancers that perform and present the wonders of life.

Everybody has a particular role in this world. It may be hard for each person to figure out what is it but definitely there is one that only that person is able to do at his best.

At this moment, I think I know what my role is and that is to portray how a happy and optimistic person should be like. Somehow I should always be the happy me because my surroundings expects me to be and now I believe that there is really nothing wrong about it. My challenge is how to keep that cheery disposition when my heart is broken. I usually turn to my sisters or I pray when I am so down; I hope the next time I’ll get my heart broken, I will be rescued quickly by both sisters and God. (^_^)

Quick checklist to start the upbeat Sorren:

1. No more drama.
2. No more people should see my lowest point.
3. Yes, there is a nicer way to do things.
4. Forgive myself and forget about it silly.
5. One life… a day, a beginning, a way to change for the better.
6. No regrets!
7. Everybody deserves to be loved.
8. Smile.
9. Look at the brighter side of the road.
10. Pray. Seek divine help.

Okay done!  All crossed-out, all are saved in my head and heart. (^_^)

July 15, 2006: Someone I recently met informed me that Sophie Kinsella’s “Undomestic Goddess” is already available at Power Books.  Last Friday, I dropped at the store and was quite disappointed that there is no single book available… well I left my name and mobile number hoping to be called soon. 

I am a fan of Sophie’s stories.  I might particularly love the new book because it’s about a lady lawyer, workaholic, and I think fell in love which I totally would have chosen if given the chance. Ha ha ha anyways, I wanted to become a lot of person from a lawyer, a writer, a politician, an athelete, an artist, a royalty, a psychologist, a detective… but I have one thing that might never commit to do –> anything that has something to do with being a doctor for both human or animal.  The only pet I might like to commit caring is a fish… for the hard truth that you don’t need to hold it in your hands just to inform him that you love him *wink* I know I am weird but I guess that makes me especially unconventional.

July 19, 2006: Days after the entry above I got a SMS from the bookstore that Undomestic was reserved for me, too bad that I was not able to get it at that particular day.  But my sister Jenny surprised me and gave me the book today! I am so so happy! No wonder I felt really nervous, now I know that I’ll be able to explore a new world with the creative writing of Sophie. Life is so good or is it because I appreciate simple thing like the book’s cover is yellow (^_^)! I wonder if I’ll finish it in two days or read it slowly? It’s not like Sophie is releasing another new book soon which will reach Manila sooner.